Sabtu, 26 April 2014

ma best shoot ever (^o^)9

"Beautiful Times" (Owl City feat. Lindsey Stirling)

A spark soaring down through the pouring rain
And restoring life to the lighthouse
A slow motion wave on the ocean
Stirs my emotion up like like a rain cloud

When did the sky turn black?
And when will the light come back?

A cab driver turned to skydiver
Then to survivor,
Dying to breakdown
A blood brother, surrogate mother,
Hugging each other, crying their eyes out

When did the sky turn black?
And when will the light come back?

I'm ecstatic like a drug addict
Locked in the attic
Strung out and spellbound

I fought all through the night
Oh, oh, but I made it alive
The sun's starting to rise
Oh, oh, these are beautiful times
This fight of my life is so hard, so hard, so hard
But I'm gonna survive
Oh, oh, these are beautiful times

A bad feeling burned through the ceiling
Leaving my healing heart with a new scar
A dead fire rose and rose higher
Like a vampire, up from the graveyard

When did the sky turn black?
And when will the light come back?

We all suffer but we recover
Just to discover life where we all are

I fought all through the night
Oh, oh, but I made it alive
The sun's starting to rise
Oh, oh, these are beautiful times
This fight of my life is so hard, so hard, so hard
But I'm gonna survive
Oh, oh, these are beautiful times

This fight of my life is so hard, so hard, so hard
But I'm gonna survive
Oh, oh, these are beautiful times

My heart's burning bad
And it's turning black
But I'm learning how to be stronger
And sincerely, I love you dearly
Oh, but I'm clearly destined to wonder


little too not over you - David Archuleta

Oohhhh oh, oh..

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

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assalamua'alaikum, Ayah, Ibu :)
bagaimana kabar kalian? baik sajakah?
 anakmu di sini masih mencoba menjadi perantau yang baik .berusaha tidak menyusahkan kalian sedikit saja

anakmu tidak perlu waktu untuk berfikir, karna pulang bukanlah jalan keluar yang baik. tapi ibu, ayah, anakmu mencoba menjadi yang terbaik dari segala ritme yang terhadang bebas di depan mata. mencoba membunuh keinginan kuat tentang mimpi sampah yang bagai lumpur di bawah sandal jepit, anakmu tidak peduli.

di sini sedang hujan yah, disini dingin, bu.
terimakasih telah berkorban, anakmu teramat mencintai


Senin, 07 April 2014

ubur ubur

mungkin ini best day ever kayak yang dirasain sama spongebob :3
terimakasih buat es degan dan mas aryo hahaha :D itu anugerah lho Yaa Allah love banget dah

Rabu, 26 Maret 2014

rabu, 26 maret 2014

Cermin Purnama

beribu burung hitam kekar melaju ganas
ketika pagi bersama sinarnya membentuk selintang
bersama baris bukit yang berundak menembus
cakar cakar keras terpaku tajam
dengan kerut mengurat jelas
bersama realita dan nominalitas harga yang menjulang
beradu bersama juragan juragan yang kelaparan
terus melaju hingga lembayung
lalu mereka kembali dengan urat urat yang patah
dengan sayap sayap yang terkulai
pening, membawa cacing di dalam paruh
dan secentong nasi di dekat perapian

kembali di atas ombak yang bergelung
menembus matahari nyang menghujam pelan
di antara garis pantai dan bayangan di atas genangan garam
berlari bersama surut
membawa kail yang sudah karat
atau jala usang yang berlubang
kayu lapuk berdermaga jauh di atas purnama
bau laut menusuk sampai kerongkongan
lalu pesisir yang beristerikan rumah panggung tua
Si Anak masih menjerit di saat ayah belum juga pulang

melayang kembali sambil menjilat sang mentari
berdiri tegak menghabiskan masa di sudut kota tua
lampu lampu jalan menghiaskan peluh tipis
yang mengalir mengikuti kerut wajah
di sana perut kenyang duduk di ruang istimewa
sedang yang lapar menjajakan nasib di pinggir rel kereta
adukan nasib kepada DiriNya Yang Kuasa

air ombak serta gunung gunung yang berpunuk
ikan ikan teri dan burung burung cakrawala
pekat terpulas di bawah kantung malam
sedang yang di sudut kota
sedang mencuci di atas lumpur yang melimpah sampah
yang dengan kukuh menanti di ambang pagar
menunggu Tuhan dan kitar yang enggan berputar
  

Minggu, 16 Maret 2014

why?

karena di saat hujan , ada banyak alasan untuk menyembunyikan air mata
karena di saat hujan, -terasa bebas saat mengingatmu-

#part galau